Thinking...

Thoughts of a players life, I really don't live

Got me caged in my mind

Pushing every love away that wanted to be mine

With a thought "I have more"... but still too fearful to reconnoiter

They come one after another, sometimes with no intermission

And I love to be loved so I usually welcome the rotation

I stand solo 
Waiting on the next victim of my game

Thinking to myself.... "I cant treat her like the others"

The cycle continues...